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so upset
ugh. i'm so sad/upset today. i just can't put up with the fear the comes with schizophrenia like i used to. it's wearing me thin. i got to put up with the anxiety, the paranoia, and the auditory hallucinations(voices) are all scary. i'm always afraid it seems. i know thats not true. i know i have good days as well, but right now it doesn't seem ( Read more... ) -
journal entry, like like like like like
like oh my god, becky, look at her butt. it's so round and out there and gross.
..... I LIKE BIG BUTTS AND I CAN NOT LIE, YOU...... doesn't anyone remember sir mix-a-lot? -
journal entry, not giving up on perl.
well, i was slacking. i hadn't read anything in my book for like 2 weeks, maybe 3 weeks. but i finally opened my book and read some today. i was having troubles staying focused on what i was reading though, like it wouldn't stick in my brain and i had to go back and read everything i had just read. so i'll try again sometime tonight, maybe i'll ( Read more... ) -
journal entry, oh shoot
i forgot! i need to donate $5 to a charity again. i haven't even looked at charities yet! at least i DO have the $5 though to donate :)
[added:] ok, i just donated $5 to democrats.org, it's not really a charity but i HATE trump and it's still doing something useful with my money instead of spending it on shit i dont need ;) [:added] -
journal entry, making progress with perl and monster coffee
i’m finally making progress with my goal of teaching myself perl and am learning new things instead of reading about stuff i already know ( Read more... ) -
journal entry, just stuff
i’ve been slacking with learning perl. however - i’m charging my iPad right now, and when it reaches 100% i will read more of my book ( Read more... ) -
poem
Pulling an all-nighter again ( Read more... ) -
poem
I've got it all, living out my dreams ( Read more... ) -
journal entry, this months donation
well, i stayed true to my word. i donated 5 dollars to a new charity. this time i donated to one closer to home for me. "nami" or National Alliance on Mental Illness.
i'm still learning perl but i dont feel like typing up a long entry, i'm in a crummy moood. -
journal entry, doctors and perl
First things first. i had two doctors appointments yesterday ( Read more... )