it's not like i've got much to say, anyways.
dermatologist tomorrow, can't wait 'til my skin stops falling off.
in other news, i'm more beautiful than ever, though i can't seem to shake off this depression.

my doctor just called me with results from my blood and urine tests. she says that i have a kidney stone to look forward to in the future. neato.

i've got my first doctor's appointment in years scheduled for wednesday. that makes me happy. i know she'll tell me i have to stop drinking so goddamned much, but eh. whatever ( Read more... )

this weekend was really great. i was really happy for the first time in ages. too bad it's making me sad.

having a sort of crush on someone you see nearly every day is kind of not too cool. it's embarassing, too ( Read more... )

goodbyegoodbye
i just might be kind of a freak
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drinking is too much. too much. i gotta quit it. also i want lunch.

so i feel like a giant pussy. i cried everytime i made a mistake last night at work because i was so fucking fatigued and sick and so on. what a loser. anyways, i think i'm feeling better today.
heh, you should hear my voice. i sound like sally the smoker, aged sixty six, been smokin' fer sixty years.

i'm sick. it sucks. not only am i sick, but i think i'm developing a stye. fucking gross. i am about ready to slap this body of mine and tell it to straighten up and fly right. bleeeeargh

made out with kenneth alot last night at la carafe. it was pretty fun. i don't know what's up with us and why we do that sometimes. oh, well ( Read more... )