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Jul 07, 2007 19:02

I think I've abandoned this thing now. I haven't updated here in quite awhile, and boredom was my only inspiration to do so. This will soon end with (hopefully) the acquisition of a position at Whole Earth, which sounds a lot more promising than most people would understand. MediaTech is on the horizon now and moving in with Michelle somewhere in ( Read more... )

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gottalovemn July 8 2007, 06:16:02 UTC

eyyy good to hear from you agin.

morosecomposure July 16 2007, 05:30:36 UTC

I stopped checking this thing awhile back. The updates are sparse, but I try and check MySpace to see if there's anything worth responding to on there. Thanks for the comment though, I haven't actually talked to you in Lord only knows how long.

nineofspades July 11 2007, 18:55:26 UTC

Partying hard is the only way to party. Don't be an ass-halfer.

morosecomposure July 16 2007, 05:35:13 UTC

There's not a thing that's half-assed about not being able to afford an expensive habbit and feeling incomplete without. When you can go through bowls of your parent's shit and not feel anything I can honestly say there is no longer any reason to continue....unless of course, you've based your whole existence around trying to party and then having to live with the disappointment of getting nothing but a toxic experience.

That sounds like the kind of life I want to have, y'know?

dbj1018 July 12 2007, 23:15:33 UTC

I totally understand what Jesse's saying. However, whenever the chemicals are presented... I find it very hard to pass the opportunity.

I think Hard-Partying has it's place, for planned occasions, but I'm really going to try to stop getting hammered-in-the-teeth drunk on wednesday fucking nights...

Especially since I had to miss work today. My pay-check suffers.

morosecomposure July 16 2007, 05:41:08 UTC

Hard-partying is great. Don't get me wrong. I've trained rigorously to get to where I am so that I can enjoy myself without passing out/spending a couple of hours hugging the porcelean shitter. When presented with the opportunity to get something out of the User experience, I'm all for it.

But I don't get anything out of it anymore. We've reduced our hangouts to "Got some chemicles? How much? Is it enough?" When you have to ask "Is it enough?" you've gained an addiction.

Jordan's bravado about partying harder than any people can party sounds like some Jim Jones kool-aid bullshit. Sure, it tastes great, but it'll fucking kill you. Do you really want to depend on several hits of acid and a couple dozen X pills to have a good time? I don't.