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Its been a few days so I am going to update. Went to work got sent home because it is slow. I feel weird today I am sure it is due to the fact that I slept 12 hours. haha....I haven't slept like that in forever. And the crazy thing is I never woke up just straight sleep. Maybe those long nights are catching up with me. I dont know what I am going ( Read more... )

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Well I went to the loft last night, I had a good time it was fun. Chris B, Chris K and I got there kind of early so we just sat there and bs'd for an hour or so. It was cool. Well speaking of Chris K he disappeared on us I have no clue what happen to him. It was weird one second he was there and I turn around and he was gone. And I didn't see his ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say, I am sorry I am not the person you made me up to be. If you dont like who I am or who I've become then fuck off. I am sick of playing pretend because it is really getting to me. If you want friendship then that is fine but that is all you will get from me because I am not going to play your games. Maybe 10 months ago I would ( Read more... )

i just learned how to play Cute with out the 'E'!

well finally in what seems to be forever I stayed home and just sat around and rested yesterday. Didn't do anything at all I came home from work and I went to bed at 11 something. I was really happy. I enjoyed the day off. some people from work want me to go to bubbas tonight but I do not want to go. So if anyone has any ideas please rescue me so ( Read more... )

Bubba's was fun last night. Did some Karaoke you know the normal tuesday night enjoyment. Randy was wasted. I got a little buzz after a bit but the last hour of not drinking made me straighten up a bit. i didn't go to bed until 5:30 I just laid there in my bed I watched Men In Black 2, and laughed a bit and then I just laid there some more. I think ( Read more... )

Another wasted day, and another day I wonder what could have been if things would have happen differently. As I sit here and stare at the photo album you made right before you told me you loved me for the last time I wonder what if we had made different choices that night what if we never went to the park. My house still smells like your perfume ( Read more... )