Went out this evening. With Jess at work. Went to some Mexican resturant. actually ate and kept it down. went to some cheesy bar where they servered ur draft beer in a plastic cup. went home. Went to al's by myself. w/ the money that was needed for walmart. figured she spent all her money and some of mine on drugs/beer, why not do the same. ( Read more... )

So 3:20 comes around. I cracked. I started calling Gene's house. He drinks a lot. Jess had to get a ride (2 minute ride) from the bar home. An hour after I get in still no jessi. I know she's hungry. I get in the car, drive to Waffle house, drive to another waffle house. See my managers truck outside IHOP. Hoping maybe someone's seen gene and ( Read more... )

Tonight has been the same as the last 5: BLAH ( Read more... )

Linda Says:
" I struggled toward grace, the ending of each of those relationships was not only graceless, it was often merciless, clumsy, undignified- even mean. Because the relationships themselves lacked sufficient love, or awareness, or willingness, their endings naturally reflected that."

About life and the way it is ( Read more... )

About big kids needing a bit of a break from reality sometimes.... I woke up to read this story (no no the one below). Made me smile. Also makes me smile...i have gotten in the habit of waking up to the neighbors upstairs STOMPING obnoxiously. So, in retaliation I turn on CD five in my cd player and let tori amos do her thing REALLY LOUD! I have ( Read more... )

god created woman
god created man
***god realized man was asshole***
god created lesbians :)

About brokedown palace...being one of the saddest movies I have ever watched. About me crying like a ninny because I couldn't figure out if I would be that strong willed. I know I love my friends. And I know I really only have friends that are like family to me. That I have known for more than 8 or 9 YEARS. Jill and my brother. I would kill ( Read more... )

"Growing up in Western Germany in the 1970s and 80s I was taught to understand my country's history and to never forget our past. The Nazi regime was so successful because the general population in Germany trusted its own regime too much ( Read more... )

so my last entry was obviously mandi lettin out some steam about what happened when she was in new orleans. and, well, i feel the need to support her. to find out that people i considered my friends in high school now talk about me and say they don't understand the whole gay thing and they hated the lesbian drama that went on in high school. fuck ( Read more... )