i don't really know what i'm wanting to say right now. i'm pretty depressed for an alright reason, but not a reason large enough to bother me to the point that it is. just general dissatisfaction in self, anger at how people only say how they truly feel when they are angry, just discontent with lots of shit. i guess i'll never really truly be happy ( Read more... )

i really fucking hope i get good seats for this nin show and i can actually see him. i should be able to, i've been to phillips arena before to see dmb, and though i was behind him, the place isn't that fucking big. so even though our seats are on the other side of the arena facing him, its cool, because i'm damn sure we'll be able to see ( Read more... )

well let's see, i haven't updated this thing in a few days. hmm. thursday i went over to amanda's house, discovered that she has morning glories growing in her backyard, but didn't know where to get the seeds from. went to school, everything was fine, showed off my woman and smiled. friday got picked up by my manda again, went over there and we ( Read more... )

woke up today, was supposed to go to amanda's house today, but couldn't cause her dad was there. she came and picked me up, and we went on to school. had a lil tussle after first period, i was an asshole, am too overprotective, and felt like shit about it for the rest of the day. finally she picked me up. heard from katie that amanda and her sister ( Read more... )

nothing much going on today. went through with my agreement with manda. she bought this hot little pink skirt today, had to try hard all day not to tear it off. going over to her house tomorrow. stopped by the library and rented "the proud highway: saga of a desperate southern gentleman", another hunter s. thompson book. went to school, sucked. ( Read more... )

well, nothing much is up. sunday amanda came and brought the computer over. then we went over to neil's and ate some sandwiches and cleaned up a bit. after that we went to target and she tried on a few things, one of which looked hot as shit. then we went to stonecrest, she looked around for a while but is too picky, so couldn't find anything. then ( Read more... )

nothing much happened today. was supposed to go over to dakes but was informed that it was him and tori's anniversary and he was taking her to Dave and Buster's. so i stayed home. talked to manda mae for a long time. i love her so much. we made a lil deal involving me, some lil white things, and a movie called Grease. i'm sorry to let you down josh ( Read more... )

hello again. sitting here on the phone with my woman, eating cheese and pickles and i wish a bar b quaed sandwich, but no. went with peavy and josh last night to go see exorcism of emily rose. it was okay, but i wish i had just saved my money until corpse bride comes out. chugged some gin beforehand. went back to josh's house afterwards and played ( Read more... )

lets see. tuesday i was supposed to go to amanda's, but i couldn't. she had to go to the hospital and was there all day. she has a kidney stone, so her mom wouldn't let her out. so then i went to neil's, and we got a bottle of gin. when we got back the power was back on. sat around and got drunk, me, him, and spence. went to the work out room and ( Read more... )

well, ended up going to neil's last night. took a few hits with him and peav on his b-day, and then we fucked around in the dark for like an hour and a half, then i came home. talked to amanda for a while. woke up today expecting to go see her, but i couldn't. so i'm going this morning. went to jakes with josh and hung out with him and jake for a ( Read more... )