I doubt my princess, or should I say i doubt her friends. She is so far from my arms and I miss her so, I long to be with her and hold her sweet face, but I am no longer embraced. In the beginning I was "one of the girls" somewhere along the way I became "her girlfriend" to them and am no longer in the fold. This was my biggest fear and is now a ( Read more... )

Dancing light on soft sweet pillows
how i held u tight, kissed your soft cheek, but still i go,
tomorrow i will fly away to your today and .... be
light and gentle morning comes through gauzy windows
creeping by, racing past while I inhale you
missing days
lost
beyond
the bedroom walls
marked only by the lazy rays
which dance upon your window

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So um I'm probably going to end up alone, which is ultimately what i figured would happen anyway. My b/f is pushing me away because he cares for me and feels I'm "wasting my time" because he doesn't feel like he is going anywhere with his life. My g/f is thinking of removing herself from the situation because she know's I'm in love with my b/f ( Read more... )

I'm in love with someone who no longer kisses with their eyes closed ( Read more... )

traitor ( Read more... )

KATHARINA ( Read more... )

stiffling
putrid
God what is that?
acrid air
violating lungs
burnt nostrils
deep
release
choking
pleasure?
restriction
humiliation
nothing
a thing
swollen eyes
pressing flesh
violation
tongue
wet
nasty
foul
aching, arching
muffled domination
nagging explosions
dancing stars
hmmmm again?

suffication ( Read more... )