The prodigal son quit.  Now Jesus is doing the tambourine number.  Another tambourine broke, and I fell on my way into rehearsal.  It was actually pretty funny.  Watching Nicole try to get the snow off her car with an umbrella was funny too, having the snow fall in on me when she opened the window wasn't ( Read more... )

This isn't going to work.  There is no way this can work.  He's being misleading, I'm going to push him away, he's going to loose interest, something is going to happen.  This isn't going to come to fruition, as much as I may want it to.  Of course it's going to fail, how can anyone like me as much as I like them?  How can anyone like me enough to ( Read more... )

Posting.  Look at that.

So I went to MYA tonight and hung out with lots of cool people.  I love my gays <3 ( Read more... )

I want a video game.  Not just any video game, but an EPIC one.  I want one of those games that you can throw yourself into.  The kind of game where all of your non-gaming time is spent thinking about the game and what you should next.  Any gamer knows what I am talking about, and knows how much it sucks to not have that game.  Oh Final Fantasy VII ( Read more... )

Three days without a cigarette, and the cravings aren't that bad.  Woo for me and not being addicted!

Today I missed Reid.  That hasn't happened for a while.  That's what I get for going through old high school papers.

Damn I'm lonely.

Ah, two more days until I'm back at school.  Its amazing what a month off of school can do for you.  I feel totally ready to take on another semester of classes.  I am filled to the brim with scholarly resolve.  I will start my papers before the day before they are due, I will study, I will go to all my classes and not be late.  I will do the ( Read more... )

This journal is remotely half glass full blah blah blah bullshit.

lol

So I have come to the conclusion that I truly noctournal.  I have been saying this for many years now, but this break has made me really believe it.  I wake up with about a half hour of sun left, and I stay up until around an hour after the sun comes up.  I didn't mean to do it, is just sort of happened, and now I don't know how to fix it.  I ( Read more... )

I am a dumb, dumb person.  Why oh why do I go back and read Mike's old livejournal posts?  Now I feel like a horrible person.  Hoorah for self-hatred.  I want a cigarette.