I wish I could take it all- that apathy and anger- into myself. You say i don't care. Yes I do. I know it makes no sense, but it's true. I don't know you, not really, but believe me. If I could soothe your pain, that deep dull ache, I would. If I could make you feel, make you happy, I would. I'm sorry I can't, and I know that means less...but I so ( Read more... )

There were times ( Read more... )

The dream begins...Heavy steps upward, onto cherry wood stepts which creak and groan. One, two, three. The red carpet over the mahogony steps shows vividly, walls a warm, pulsing scralet. Everything red, warm, enveloping . Except for that it's not. There is a chill wich tingles down the skin, cold sweat appears and becomes icy. So cold, never numb ( Read more... )

I did it. I said it. And she forgave me and said sorry too...We're okay

I hate her I hate her i jhate her I jhate her I hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her ( Read more... )

Well guess what? Lina, Heather, you two have seen my brother, you know what he's like at least to an extent ( Read more... )

Well, it happened. You know, that thing I knew would, eventually. I had a break down during school ( Read more... )

I didn't go to school day. God help me, when I woke up I felt miserable. I could't do it. My head pouds, my ears ache, and there is dull pain in all of my muscles. What's worse, I feel it again. That skulking dread which lurks forever inside of me. I can't go tomorrow. But I'll have to if I'm feeling better...Hopefully I'm not. What's worse is, ( Read more... )

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability ||| 1% Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||| 56% Assertiveness |||||| 15% Activity Level ||| 8% Excitement-Seeking |||||| 16% Enthusiasm ||| 8% Extroversion |||||| 17% Trust ||||||||| 24% Morality ||||||||||||||||||||| 67% Altruism |||||||||||||||||| 60% Cooperation ||||||| ( Read more... )

It's the end of the world as we know it.....Okay, maybe not. But for me, close enough ( Read more... )