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omg!! for some reason i just got really
depressed
i hate myself. y did i get depressed just now
well
i miss my cousin. yes. my cousin Amanda
for some weird reason all the times we used to have together just popped into my head.
it was so horrible
i felt sooooo stupid!!!
y did i have to be such a bitch?
y did you have to be so stupid?
i wrote a poem
you acted stupid
but so did i
u cared,
i didn't
but now i do
why now?
why me?
u haven't called
me neither
but i never did
you always called
but now you don't
y not?
what did i do?
oh yeah
i f-d up
how could i forget
we had great times
laughing
singing?
i don't even remember
being stupid
i miss those times
but y?
why now
my life is great
i have everything i want
except for someone to be close to
this always happens
i can't be happier
till i think of you
i hate you
i guess that says it all. i'm so pissed!
omg! i just found her myspace!! i'm freakin' out!