I fucking hate this.
I feel like something is really wrong with me.

So I still don't have a job yet. I've had some interviews, but I honestly think I suck at interviews because I never get a call back. I hate the process of finding a job. I just wish I had one right now ( Read more... )

It's the new year. I don't use LJ much anymore, although I do miss it ( Read more... )

This year has been crazy. I'm hoping 2007 will be much better. As usual, I have no resolutions, although I did want to quit smoking this year ( Read more... )

So ( Read more... )

I feel terribly guilty. If anyone let me act that way, I would be ashamed of myself ( Read more... )

Sometimes I have these...mind orgasms. I get a flood of thoughts and I don't know what to do with it. I want to write it down or try to remember it. But usually, I don't ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while. I guess I've just been busy. Which is good ( Read more... )

Oh, journal. How I've missed you so ( Read more... )

I feel like my medications have been mixed around and I'm just drugged all the time. I feel so tired and un-motivated. I see myself in a reflection and I hate the way my face looks. It never used to look like this. It's weird, because I have been happier lately, but my bad days are getting worse ( Read more... )