this stupid guy called work tonight... and he was asking me something about booking bands.. and then he asked is mr.. something renee does the hiring.... i didn't know what he said.. idk.. anyways... i realized he said vincent renee... i couldn't remember alice cooper's REAL last name.. but i knew that wasn't it.... anyways.. i said something like ( Read more... )

get away from me
get away from me, this isn’t gonna be easy
but i don’t need you
believe me
you got a piece of me
but it’s just a little piece of me
and i don’t need anyone
and these days i feel like i’m fading away

there's beauty in the breakdown...

"i've got the time
and i'm wasting it slowly.
here in this moment,
i'm half way out the door.
onto the next thing,
i'm searching
for something that's missing."

"i've got it all, but i feel so deprived.
i go up, i come down and i'm emptier inside.
tell me what is this thing that i feel like i'm missing...
and why can't i let it go?"

uhhhhhhhh..... idk. tonight at work was fun. i love tricia. i am waiting for lynne to get home from work. i miss her!!!! gloria gave me the cutest watch today, that was sweet. i love it. tricia is going to borrow it. don't make tricia laugh when she is drinking lemonade... or anything for that matter... true dat.

"im not bitter,
no...
its just ive passed that point in my life."

here are pictures from the last few days... mostly tonight/this morning......

( stupidity )

sold my old place.... kind of bitter-sweet about that. glad it's over... glad i don't have to pay for it anymore, but i had memories at that place... good and bad.... idk. what's done is done.. over... gone. tada!.... anyways. i'll be paying off my credit cards and getting my car fixed. good times. lynne and i are re-visiting our past tonight. old ( Read more... )

just got home from work.... uh... rockstar is evil. gave me a fucking headache. haha. i am never drinking it again... unless it's free of course!!!!... werd. i will sport the hat all the time though. everyday... jk. i feel sick. only thing i've eaten in the last 2 days is some burnt pizza... and a little thing of fat free pudding... oh and i had ( Read more... )