I shall never get you put together entirely ( Read more... )

Take advantage of these times, you said ( Read more... )

there is no way out.

completely unrelated: if laurelei never has a reunion show, i think i might die.

Hope, in reality, is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man.
-Nietzsche

Forty-Six Grams (if you don't understand the title, ask ( Read more... )

sooo i got waitlisted from UNC.... meaning i have to wait until june 30th to hear the final decision. knowing my luck, i wont get off the list.

so im stuck going to either uncc or app next year. sweet...

not.

so i guess things get bad when i update this every day? i think im just going to make a new journal to satisfy the unabating stream of shit that i need to get out that i cant put here.

new journal has been christened. dont bother adding it.

cities_years.livejournal.com

yes, i am following in your footsteps, set through the sand a good while back. and yes, i do intend to follow them all the way off the edge. doesnt look like there's anywhere else to go. they just keep on saying to fix it, i keep saying i will. but do i really mean it? probably not. for once im just trying not to think. well, trying not to ( Read more... )

still not good enough, nothing registers. either throwing things at a reinforced concrete wall or nothing at all, take your pick on whichever works better. id like to think i was a bit of light on these streets, but its giving me too much credit. 100% true or 100% sincere? lied. disgusting. tank is running on empty, ive just got the fumes of burnt ( Read more... )

ignored pretty much, "important", yet not enough to be included, to be considered in decision making. maybe its about you maybe its not, but its sure as hell never about me. spent a week dying, and spent today living out my death. i walked on like i had passed through the other side- here in body, somewhere else in spirit/mind. i wouldnt be ( Read more... )