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I am completely finished with apologizing for myself. Each apology made is a mark against my character. I have lent so much breath to telling others never to apologize for who they are, and find that it is about time that I follow my own advice. Apologies that stem from my behavior imply that somehow my identity is something that is unhealthy and ( Read more... )

A CONCEPTUAL CHAT ( Read more... )

the next entry will be random thoughts over the next hours/ starting at 1:40 p m and ending whenever the post date says ( Read more... )

chaos theory says that the further you predict into the future with given materia, the more deviance can occur. in this way the further you predict, then the less likely it is that your prediction will be accurate ( Read more... )

there are forms of music, very many. an annoying amount exists. where the hell is ether rock? no i am not refering to etheral goth ambient bull, ether rock! no moping or screaming, but a design based on mathematics, numerology, and the calculations of alchemists. there are schemes to it, patterns of sound. it should take a scientist to formulate, a ( Read more... )

Ghovinda has admonished me for not posting here as I promised. I did promise, so here it is... the only poem I have ever written in earnest. It was written when I was a child. I'd like to say five or six but the truth is closer to seventeen ( Read more... )

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I was aksed to post here... I almost never use my journal, so I will just leave my website - should be dark and ephemiral enough, for most of you


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