Maturity's a wrapped-up package deal or so it seems. Ditching teenage fantasy means ditching all your dreams. All your friends and peers and family solemnly tell you you will have to grow up. Be and adult. Be bored and unfulfilled. But no one's yet explained to me exactly what's so great about slaving 50 years away on something that you hate. About ( Read more... )

Classes started last Thursday ( Read more... )

sooooooooo, I want to go to Johnson and Whales.

But it's so damn expensive.

Last night was really, really good for me. It opened my horizons to the things to come for this year, or maybe not in that order...At least I've gotten one big milestone out of the way to get over it quicker ( Read more... )

I just spent the best four and a half months with the most amazing guy ever. It's sad that things have happened like this, but in the end I think it will be better for the both of us. I hope I stop crying soon and I hope I can get over this quickly and be happy. I just want my best friend back to normal with me and I hope that I haven't ruined ( Read more... )

Tonight I realized that I'm not really okay with how things are going. I thought I was, and I even thought about it a ton this afternoon. I thought I'd be fine and busy this fall and I'd be happy. I'll go to my classes and do all my work and get good grades and go to work and be like every other kid that's going to Germanna, and like, it felt okay ( Read more... )

It's almost been six months and I thought I could forget by now.

Too bad he's everywhere.

A few weeks ago, even a few days ago, all I wanted to do is leave high school and never ever go back. You know, get away from the assholes that talk and fill my ears with nonsense for six hours a day and give me looks I don't deserve. But I want to rewind and go back four years and start all over, or relive it all. I don't want to say goodbyes, I ( Read more... )

Senior prom was the most fun I've had at a school dance, EVER. Picture, dinner, limo, dancing, after prom, breakfast...everything was awesome and fun - even despite Brian's farts at 6am ( Read more... )

just shut the hell up. leave it alone, I DON'T FUCKING CARE THAT MUCH. i need to leave this house and rid myself of my parents for 9 months out of the year. i can't live here and i just need to be gone. i want June to be here right now.