WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAPPEN AT ONCE! stress sucks! it always has to come in big ass waves! 1st i have inventory, (ok no problem), then one of the superviors quite, (alittle problem but manageable), then the manager goes on vacation, (starting to get to me), then the other supervisor says she cant work nights or weekends, (blood is starting to simmer ( Read more... )

wow its been a really long time since i updated! well this no sleeping thing is back. but at least i know whats causing it this time. WORK! well not work itself. its the people(i use people loosly, its more like asshole) i have to deal with. just tonight i thought i was about to get into my first fist fight with a customer. what was the problem ( Read more... )

wow is been a long time since i've posted! what have i been up to? WORK WORK WORK! THATS ITS!!! it sucks! i havent had time to do anything! why, because im working like 60 hours a week and on top of that there screwy hours, 12-10 then 8-5 the 3-10 then 8-4 etc... PICK A FUCKING TIEM YOU WANT me to work. i hate working 10-12 hours getting off at ( Read more... )

damn i wish i still had a stick shift! not because i miss shifting and all that shit its just because sometime i just feel like peeling out of the parking lot at work cause that always seemed to calm me down after a bad night but nooooooooo i cant do that anymore so i have to be pissed off all night

i lost my golf shot! i admit it wasnt that good to begin with but before i could at least hit a good shot on like 1/4 of the bucket, not now! now may be its 3 or 4 good shots total! what the fuck happend to me!!!!!!!!!!

well its 1:45a.m. and im looking at golf clubs on ebay....sleeping no, golf clubs on ebay. this would be so much easier if i knew which ones were good cause right now im kinda just going by what they look like. maybe i can find one with a big race car number on the shaft! you know to make it look like its going faster. lol

god damnit im back to my no sleeping phase. i hate this shit all i want to do is sleep but i cant. this shit sucks!

I HAVE 2 DAYS OFF IN A ROW! i have no idea what im gonna do but its 2:30 on the first day and ive already washed and waxed my car (waxing sucks ass now i see why pronto charges so damn much) and i finished my book Timeline. it was a pretty good book and i am especially proud cause its the first book i've actually sat down in read in like 6 years! ( Read more... )

have you ever come to relize something that after you reconize it, you cant figure out why you didnt relize it before? im not talking about "oh i left the door unlocked" im talking about real life altering things. and the worst part is that i cant do anything about it, in fear that EVERYONE i love and care about will end up hurt in someway or ( Read more... )

god damn hockey is too damn nerve racking!