why is my computer so scary. bloodshot is coming straight for NYC BE careful in there.

I'm a very bad person. Seriously, epic fail. Called work and it went something like this

Gary: Sales floor
Me: Hey Gary it's Kevin

insert awkward silence

Me: I can't come into work today.... or ever actually
Gary: So you're telling me you're never coming in again?
Me: Yup
Gary: You know that's not a very good way to leave a job right?
Me: Yup (

how many ex girlfriends do you have ( Read more... )

my god I finally have an interview!

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fuuuuuuuuck

i got too fat

none of my cothes fit my anymore

I tried to put on a dress shirt and I couldn't even button it today, I used to be able to still wear it around when I dated Jackie. I need to stop drinking beer and go back to liquor. So what if I have 20 shots a night, at least its less calories right?

quick drunken update ( Read more... )

I saw at the gates and municipal waste tonight with eric. It was fucking awesome. The person I went with kept saying "shut the fuck up" to himself. Voices much?

I would give anything to look at my life the same way I did 6 months ago. Now I have no drive for 'sucess' whatever the fuck that is, and I have no drive to live a long healthy life.

I hate this so much, but there is no turning back. Not anymore.

so....

my dad saw me smoking walking home at 5am. For some reason he was driving around downtown fucking dover... jesus christ...

He told me if I don't stop fucking up in the next week, I'm getting kicked the fuck out, sooo I need to shape up fast. I don't want to be homeless.