okkkkaaaaay. so i don't know what my deal has been exactly but let me get these thoughts out while i'm thinkin em ( Read more... )

stuffs happened
but i don't really feel
lllike typing about it..
right now right now

i'll be back

So I've been enjoying life :) Drinking a little more and hanging out with friends way more. I'm getting OUT THERE ! Which is what I really think I needed... It's getting to the point now where I'm having trouble getting back into my groove of NOT hanging out which is not so cool. But I'm having so much fun... the right thing is never easy to do, ( Read more... )

so i had a creeped out dream about sharks last night. i don't think i was actually in the dream it felt like i was just watching everything happen. and one of the girls that was in the dream was like talking shit to the shark... before anything happened. she was like "ohh yeah right like a shark is really gonna come out and just attack us for no ( Read more... )

had a dream that i knew i was dreaming.. and i was telling people in my dream that i was dreaming.. and they were all "ohh wow, that's cool"... i was like "ohh i know whats gonna happen.. SEE!!" and it would happen.. and i've had this dream before .. so this time when i had the dream i totally knew what was gonna happen ... i had to put this down ( Read more... )

fuck anxiety in the biggest way possible!!! seriously. i hate it.

getting all worked up over some shit i could care less about!!! JEEZ!

So I'm still alive. Still doing good. I'm on a new chapter of my life where I'm trying to get my anxiety under better control.. Learning a lot more about anxiety which is helping me understand myself more and more. I'm feeling less crazy, like there is no way of getting better, to now its only a matter of time before I'm over it. My eyes have ( Read more... )

am i weird because it takes a lot for me to really like someone ( Read more... )

Soooo. I went to Boyle Heights and picked up alllllll of my clothes from Danielle's house and had like a 5 hour conversation with Juice about his life and where it's going.. ect. Just some well needed conversation. Food for thought. It wasn't bad :) I really enjoyed being there.. and being honest with him about things. Just totally letting him know ( Read more... )

dude i got like alll my clothes back from boyle motherfuckin heights today and i'm so excited that most of this shit still fits me. some of the shirts have me a little baffled. hahaha, i can't believe how skinny i was.