I had a dream I talked to Ryan last night. He called me, just to say hi and that he missed me. I couldnt stop asking where he was and why he'd done this to us...and what we were suppost to do without him. I remember crying so hard I could barely talk...and he just keep saying "it'll be ok you guys will be fine, you know I love you". "Why though... ( Read more... )

Here's your Libra horoscope for Tuesday, September 26t:

The familiar becomes a restriction if you grow fearful of change.
It's time to explore different directions.
It's time to grow and adapt, which means you need to let go of what you want to retain.

Wow, its been such a long time ive thought about livejournal..much less updated. I feel I should get on top of that. My life is a constant roller coaster and i think i should document everything. Now that i have internet i have nooo excuse. How stoked are you (right). talk to you soon

xox. sierra

oh yaaaaaa, i finally got a phone again. fuck sidekicks and their cheapness. anyways anyone who wants the number let me know, cause tmobile made me change it. that is all for now.

ps. i hate debt

Im starting to lose faith in humanity. Everyone seems to let me down in one way another. Then I give them another chance and they do the exact same thing. I dont understand what people are thinking sometimes when they do the things they do and say the things they say. If you dont feel it or dont mean it DONT SAY IT. Its just that simple.

empty. indifferent. lonely. unwanted. hollow. ugly. sad. selfconscience. anxious. betrayed. heavy. slow. unproductive. depressed.

and it wont go away.

sometimes it seems i am full of indifference

has anyone noticed moval smells like ass? today i realized it and then realized why i use to much bleach at work. i'd rather breathe in hazardous fumes then the ass-like smell of moval. ya anyways... being back at work is nice. everyone's stoked im back (probably cause the shop looked like a hurricane went through it) and its nice to have some ( Read more... )

So this last week has been awesome. spending time with nick and starting/finishing my half sleeve in 2 days was amazing, swollen, but amazing. i will post pictures later. i love nice weather in the east coast. since peck got here its been a bit rainy, but before that it was blue skies and a warm breeze. i spent a day in the park while neck started ( Read more... )

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