make me new again, so i can be clear and concious of what im doing wrong.

the only thing thats changed since the new year is my consumption of alcohol... seems like its just a tad higher. i still havent taken out my contacts and pajama's are the last thing on my mind before bed. it seems like my lifes on pause... and i feel like im just waiting for someone to hit the play button ( Read more... )

Just a thought:

internet drama is pretty fuckin lame. so people who try to shit talk to me in my livejournal and expect me to actually care... i dont. so fuck off. i just delete your snobby ass comments anyway, so its just a waiste of your time.

ps.. were just fine.

'Love hurts' seems like a contradiction. even though ive had a long term boyfriend in the past and i have been hurt i never really understood that term. It seems that something as amazing and wonderful as love shouldnt hurt... right? but i guess not in the real world. Love hurts and it burns and stings, and i wish someone would have told me that. ( Read more... )

i got a tattoo.

its finally raining and ive decided to spend my days off making pillows and discussing different sort of plants and how they grow. it kind of scares me how im always in kks head but its ok, i think its the cold weather and the deew. i miss homer but alot of working and tons of tv helps the time fly by.

i know i <3 huckabees looks good, but ( Read more... )

The fire department couldn't drown the city
They didn't even try to wash it clean
And what did you think that I was sober?
For me yea cause I'm on fucking fire
Popping a scab that's never healing
I'm proud that I kept this clean
The most that I can do for you is keep on lying
I'm tired of lying I think I'd rather sin

everybody wants to be something. it differs from person to person. some people want to own a resturant, some people want to be a dentist, some people want to be movie stars, you catch my drift. but certain goals are further than others. some goals are so far that they seem untouchable and people feel stupid for even thinking they could achieve ( Read more... )

the 18th bday was cool. somehow we were in hollywood and stumbled across the used cd release party. and somehow bert let us in vip, it was the best bday ever, now im just waiting for my id to come in the mail.

ps i got a cell so whoever wants the number leave a comment <3