It's amazing how you feel when you lose something, something you knew was going and you were just waiting for it to happen. You prepared yourself. You told yourself it wouldnt be here forever. You thought of what life was going to be like without it, but no matter how much you prepare yourself and how much you plan, you are never really ready for ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

Letting Go ( Read more... )

I feel like im in limbo...the state, not the game. I want out, but too scared to leave. I want to open up, but too scared to let anyone in. I want to be free, but too scared to be alone. I want to love, but know that it is not recipricated. I want to be strong, but know I am week ( Read more... )

I have a final tomorrow that i have not even studied for. I do this all the time. Its really nothing big, its just another test, but because its in history i dont take it as seriously as i should because I think i know everything, but ill get that shock when i fail. But i got my other history test back today and got an A++. Who does that? Oh yes Dr ( Read more... )

Its amazing that I could be writing about the same shit that I was 6 months ago. The same problems. The same issues and the same fears. We came back 4 months ago. Its been amazing. I have loved every minute of it. I have loved the fighting, the laughing, the joking, and the late nights. I love these girls, i love the boys, but I wonder what is ( Read more... )