freak out moments

[motherofnature]

i need to remember that when i have to make the big decisions in my life, there is always going to be that intense F*R*E*A*K*O*U*T moment because of my PTSD stuff. which my mother reminded me of in our 1 1/2 hour telephone call about my finances and how far i have come in ten years from the prior freakout moment where i boarded a greyhound bus in

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[rhiannon618]

good for you.
you deserve it.
and by the way, people that supply loans, as much as you would like to think so, wont actually loan you any money if the dont think you can pay it back. they WANT it back, WITH interest.... so if they believe in you, why shouldnt you?? you will be happy forever this way, and that is very important. i am happy for you. xo

[severednow]

I'm proud of you. This shows a lot of inner strength and instead of running from or avoiding a problem (with possible potential heartache) you're facing it head on. Why Jahneene I think you might be growing up a little ;-)