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Thinking to myself
Been trying to naturally induce for about two weeks now, to no avail. I was hearing warm baths help, did so, and got a couple of contractions that were stronger than others, but none regular enough to say "Finally!" That and they disappeared after an hour ( Read more... ) -
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I went to talk to my mom, since I just wanted to talk to her away from the house. I've been feeling sort of empty, and figured it would just do me good. So I vented to her about everything and even she's telling me to move out. I don't like the way things are right now and I'm just waiting for a reason to say "Screw you guys." That we mainly have ( Read more... ) -
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Carlos got a job interview today. So I'm excited, but hate the freeway he's on right now and it's been two hours since it was scheduled. I'm trying not to worry, but want him home. Half of me hopes he gets the job, the other half hopes not. This'll be a second job for him. He feels he won't be able to spend enough time with the baby and everyone is ( Read more... ) -
Been doing it all wrong
Yeah, I'm taking a much needed break from the usual worry I have regarding whether or not I'm having contractions or Braxton Hicks. I didn't pick up on the fact that I've been helping HIM a lot more than MYSELF and trying to keep HIM from stressing out, only to stress MYSELF out. So in my unstressing him, I've unfortunately made myself get super ( Read more... ) -
I'm sure some of you guys have been through this.
x-posted to Parenting 101
I'm looking for any tips or advice on this. I've had kids attached to me before, but not like this.
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Baby shower laughs
Saturday was the baby shower with my family and we had loads of fun. The food was good, it was freezing outside, but the atmosphere was warm. Not everyone could make it due to work, the cold (both seasonal and weather), and the freeway traffic. And these are a couple of events that I remember ( Read more... ) -
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I'm making myself depressed by being home. I need a movie date with my girlfriends. I haven't seen them since January and it's pissing me off that he feels he has all this time to go hang out with his friends and not help me when I ask for it. Sorry, I'm just irritated and tired and exhausted. -
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I have been living with these people for two years, my boyfriend included. I don't mind the boys, but their mother. She has horrible timing with bad news and decides it's the best time when I'm most stressed out and least stressed out. How I survived two years with this woman is beyond me ( Read more... ) -
All over pain leads to venting, which seems to be happening a lot to me lately
My brain is fuzzy. Everything hurts from my head to my toes and everywhere inbetween. I'm going to ask Carlos to rub my shoulders to help ease the tension off, but knowing him I'm going to hear "Before we go to bed, I'll do it" and when it comes to that, he won't want to because he's tired. Pisses me off. I'm not looking for sympathy, I'm looking ( Read more... )