I'm feeling very languid. I feel like I'm on one of those theme park rides that spin so fast that I'm permanently affixed to the wall, with my head lolling about and I'm looking at the world and it's blurring by so fast that I can't but lift a single finger to jump right in and make it mine
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And yeah, I only ever like someone for about a week, 3 weeks TOPS. I also want to find someone that's like me, but you know what? I don't think that's going to happen.
I'm trying to get used to the idea of being alone forever. Star Trek helps.
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We're young. I think we're both too young to be talking about these things, about how we'll be alone forever. It's kind of ridiculous. We're like...one of those middle aged women with three divorces or something, who goes to singles bars and shops at Wet Seal to reclaim her youth. Perhaps even some illegitimate children, too.
That's quite depressing. But then, I relate to books better than people, so I think we're about equal.
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AMEN, sistah, AMEN. I simultaneously have lost my sex-drive, yet want to get rid of my lesbo-virginity (as someone so tenderly once called it) at the same time.
So weird.
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My advice: make your first time worth it. Whether it be with a complete stranger or someone you've been dating for months or known for years, you want to make it a wonderful experience. Don't cheat yourself out of it. I mean, you really shouldn't rent a fancy hotel room with a vibrating bed and rose petals strewn about the entire place with a post-sex cake which has "Thank you for taking my flower!" on it, but...be attracted, at least. I can't stress this enough. I regret losing a certain aspect of my virginity because I went out and lost it just because I was tired of the title. Man, that was gross, and in every sense of the word.
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Yeah, so far I've restrained myself from pouncing on every opportunity. I mean, I COULD lose it to this girl who's rather obsessed with me (even though I never talk to her) BUT, I fear that if I do, I'll be blocking her calls until I'm 80. haha.
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