you are a china shop &i am a bull.
i know im selfish, im unkind,
sucker love i always find.
someone to bruise &leave behind.
im as fake as a wedding cake.
&im vague &i know that im
pitifully predictable
correctly political.
i can suck it &smile.
don't let them know how far i go.
or that i use my lovers.
oh look, im like a VCR
stick something in to know
just who i am.
i wish i was infinate
&given my way.
i'm blinding
i wish i was obedient.
ill never be rational.
im binding.
all alone in space &time
there's nothing here but what heres mine.
spent all my time waiting for that second chance.
i need some distraction.
but i do believe,
that not everything is gonna be the way
you think it ought to be.
it seems like everytime i try to make it right
it all comes down on me.
i forget who i stole this from. but i thought it was hilarious.
"she bangs, she bangs"
"i have had no musical training at all"
i thought he should have made it.
he was cute &i would have voted for him.
:/
i think i said some stupid things last night.