On your bday...

[motita]

My sister it's her bday today a wole 27 years old. SHe doesn't read this but I will write it regardless.  
This girl I love so much, the love of a sister I dont know what it could be compared to. She is my best friend the one person who knows me too good for her own good. I like to pretend she doesn't i like to pretend we are from different planets

Comments

[norma]

my post about vero, thats my younger sister.
and i know it sounds crazy but i love her.
not the you have to love her cuz shes related to you
but the 'i love the person she is' love
and i think alot of people take that for granted.
i mean its great that you have to love them, but when you really take the time to get to know them, thats what counts.
i enjoyed this very much,
such genuine feeling.

[motita]

i wrote this earlier without reading it... tell me why i just read it and i can't help but sob..you couldnt have said it better its not love just cuz your my sister but love as a person. Her flaws amuse me and slightly intruige me. Wish all siblings could see that. It's hard because I dont have hardly any relationship with my brother who is simply 2 years older than me... it saddens me but as much as I try he puts me down. I just wish he would see things differently so that we could at least have a relationship.

[norma]

i know. i can really relate to the older sibling thing.
i mean honestly its because my older sister knows me so well that she can say the perfect things to send me spiraling down. and i know her to well to enjoy her so i just dont bother with the relationship.
i have that a bit with my dad. im tired of trying. i feel like im the young one, i should be the immature one, why am i working so hard for a good relationship with my own family.
and i almost feel bad. cuz i know it sound egotistical, but im an ok person. and for the most part im a good person. and it would be great if we all could get along. but i guess sometimes its just like it is.
i think for a bit i was scared that (knock on wood) my parents might no longer be with me and i just never really got to know them as people instead of these hierchal figures. ... of course its always so hard when im the one with the agenda, and the only one intrested in it...

...heh sometimes i write things mid tears, sometime i read things like that too..