have had an interesting week... full of ups and downs and emotional outburst ( Read more... )

To Lisa and Holly I am sorry for not responding to your comments. I smile and i seem okay but I am completely out of it and I wont deny it. Thank you girls for your kind words.

Nothing like crying to my 11 year old sister and having her console me.

this is hard... I miss her so much, i want to call her, see her biggo smile and make obnoxious faces at eachother, run to her when something goes wrong or when something goes as planned. It is so hard to describe the feeling of emptyness when you know you have people there for you. i feel a hole in my chest... i miss her so much I think of her ( Read more... )

I cant explain my feelings, I dont have any ( Read more... )

Siento que me muero,quiro a mi chaparra.... Its not fair it wasnt the plan I love so much I have tons of friends but not one like her... We had that connection that couldnt seperate us. For some reason things always happened to us at the same time we always went through the same shit. She finished my sentences and i did hers. With one look she told ( Read more... )

What do you do when one of your best friends passes away ( Read more... )

Theres nothing like getting woken up at 4:30 am on one of the days you sleep in a bit by a phone call... I answer half asleep dont even remember picking up the phone... all I remember hearing is baby I love you I love you so much I couldnt wait till the morning to tell you. I didnt get mad i just felt special and couldnt help but smile. Of course ( Read more... )

Life is crazy ( Read more... )

let me start this off by saying i am sorry Gaby I know i have been difficult to get a hold of and spend time with forgive me pleeease. I will be at work on wensday till 5 and after that I will do anything to get to your house if your not busy ( Read more... )

well well well...
I want to be a Gyno when I grow up.. hah If I ever do that is.

I really want to get out of the house right now.