I had a moment today when I was alone in a bathroom and I was just staring at myself, just staring really hard at me in the mirror ( Read more... )

 I realized that you haven't really forgiven if you still expect something out of the situation ( Read more... )

 I have to leave I have to leave I have to leave
I'm just afraid I'll never feel this way again

YOU CAN MOVE ME ( Read more... )

 oh period, where art thou?

I feel safe. Is that why I'm so scared? 

 Lord alive, I love writing.  Between a heavy period flow and this 8 page creative piece, I feel utterly cleansed.

ooooh, TMI Miss Thing!

 Today was good. It was 77 degrees.  I rode a bike on a trail through beautiful sunny fields with baby lilac-y wildflower/weeds sprinkled all over the grass.  We rode to the Big Tree.  It's begging to be thought of as the tree of life or something, because it's alone in a field and it's really big.  There was a dead skunk in one of its crevices.  I ( Read more... )

 If I think too hard, my life falls apart.  

 I think the worst way to die would be in a mass from a disaster.  Most will only remember you as a number, not even a single number, but a triple, quadruple, six or seven digit number.  You are 100 or 8,342 or worst, just "thousands."  Those who do remember you as a person will miss you in the way that is justified by this terrible, once in a ( Read more... )