Chicago. I wrote it down. Nine pages, single spaced. So I won't forget!

 Reminder to myself: write down the past week and a half.  Don't forget anything. So you don't forget anything.

 My mind is weird.  I don't even know if it's my mind.  Maybe psyche is a better word.  Or maybe tiny baby miracles happen when I'm so close to the finish but I need a little push.  I decided that when I lie in bed unable to fall asleep, instead of getting frustrated and rolling around, I will just think.  I think sometimes restlessness is given to ( Read more... )

 I don't think I'll be a good blogger.  Brevity isn't my forte.

 I've taken to debriefing diary-style to "Just Me(Private)" on most nights.  This has also drastically reduced my public posts.  Not sure how I feel about that, not sure that I even care.  Just observing.

I'm alive ( Read more... )

 "Well.  I don't think I'm going to talk to you anymore.  Bye!"
"Like right now?"
"No, like ever.  For real this time."
"Why?"
"Because Mason, look, the past year has been nothing but shit.  And it started with you.  You and Chelsea.  And look where we are again.  Right back to where we started.  You and Chelsea. Unbelievable.  It's high time I let go ( Read more... )

BASICS ( Read more... )

 This year was retarded. I can't wait to start a new one ( Read more... )

 It's not that I mind the single life.  Really, I don't mind it at all.  It's all the other stuff that's causing problems.