some friends... eeesh!

[mountainspeed]

Well, last night was a rather interesting. Yesterday evenin' after class and my workout I decided to head over to Ashland and meet up with my friend at SOU. Well, my buddy Travis down the hall asked me if I could give him a ride over to his parents place. Which was but 30 min north of where I was going but taking a different highway, on the way. So

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[allesinside]

It looks as though you're realizing how drinking and drugs don't really make for excitement? There's alot more to life than getting drunk and doing nothing. There is alot more that life has to offer you. Does this mean the old old Brian is returning? Because you're different now from before when I knew you. Actually you've changed 3 times. The first time I knew you, I liked that Brian quite alot. Then a year or so later you were partying, rave going Brian. I didn't like that one so much. Now it seems as if you feel out of place or something. Well, that first Brian. I liked him!! Bring him back :) I like you now too, but you're not as happy with this one. Sorry if this didn't make any sense or if you're like "whatever" :)

[mountainspeed]

Naw, it's cool. I understand. Kind cool to see that someone else has been paying attention to how I've changed. BTW, I still will go to a rave, just the ones in Seattle are the best.

As for drugs, I still won't touch them. I know it's not right and don't want to do them. As for drinking, the reason I passed up the party was because I don't cancel plans already scheduled with a friend. That's the main reason behind my decision. Granted drinking would have been nice last night to let my mind free of a few thoughts but it didn't happen. When I was at SOU, I didn't mind chatting and chilling with everybody. It was just when all my friend was talking about to how much he needed to get laid, which girl he wanted for the night, and how much he wanted a line of coke kind of disgusted me. PLus, once he kind blew me off once he found teh girl he was after, I just decided to leave. I had nothing else to do over there.

[allesinside]

Of course I have. I just never said anything because I didn't want to sound mean or anything.

[mountainspeed]

Psh!! Honestly is the best ya know? I mean, if someone doesn't like something about me, well, why let it bother me? I mean, I me and that's all I can be. Besides, every day I can... now every day a muscle gets bigger, yeeeha! =)

[sweetkristina]

Sorry to hear about your friend. I hope it gets better. It's good you don't do drugs like that. They are bad.