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[mountean]

I asked to be shown
enlightened
it happened
you know I have been avoiding feeling anything for a while, a very long long while
looking for people to distract me
friends, conversations, things to do
anything other than face myself
face these painful feelings and guilt head on
it felt nice to fall apart
it felt so good to cry
stream salt from every pore
rest in

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[starrygate83]

Im glad that you got touched with the holy spirit those tears that you shed were prayers and God knows it

[le_grrr]

How lucky that those tears have been cathartic for you. I've been crying and crying the last few days, it doesn't seem to give me any relief.