The kitten i bought mum for Xmas was hit by a car and killed yesterday. It was really sad, mum was so upset. He was a really beautiful cat, I thought he was just great and now he's dead. Not even a year old. I cried with mum on the phone, it was so sad...

frustration...if i look at any more rental listings i think ill explode. I just want a place like...now... I am worried about this move with Dave. He wants to go to an area i know nothin about, and Ive found out why, its not because the rents cheaper in that area, cause its bloody well not!!!, its because he likes a girl that lives over there... ( Read more... )

freakin hell...I hate public computers..I just wrote a glorious update..then it just decided by its stupid self to change screens....fucker...!!!!! i am lost the urge now..sorry, next time.

why havent i updated..cause i bloody well have been busy...and have to borrow a car to get to the internet cafe..and meh! who cares anyhow!
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I have a headache from the rage thats built up...and the stuffy then runny nose.. I have taken so many different types of medications  since i have been here..its a wonder my body hasnt just thrown them back at me..

I have 7 massages to do tomorrow..I have to get to the farm by 11..Ren is driving me..and she, thank her little cotton socks, is doing ( Read more... )

shit...i cant believe its September already...I'll be 29 soon...nooooooooooooooooooooooooo......oh well...cant stop time..well i cant seem to anyway!

Am in Cairns.....rehearsed all day and all day yesterday...my vocals are gettin a work out all right!!! Its a pity those wisdom teeth and there infection made my gland swell and singing was painful.. ( Read more... )

Ok so im trying to break in these new docs..i feel so grungey wearing them..fuck, i dont care..with my canary yellow cardigan who gives a fuck..I make my own fashion...I really dont care too much anymore.. yellow is the colour for intellect and thought...like i need to think more ! Ha! but anyway ( Read more... )

oh man, what a weekend!!! Brookes computer is still on the blink! fuck,how annoying!! so tomorrow when i come to the library il update this thing properly....
Oh yeah, i got laid, yay. there is a higher power..i thought there might be something starting to grow there...haha

Hmmm, Ive been behaving strangely..I have even noticed...hmmm, what to do about it...Ive swung on the childrens play ground swings and closed my eyes to see where I'd fly...but I never went anywhere ( Read more... )

I am without a doubt slightly crazed..well maybe more then slightly...

I am obsessed with beauty, not the conventional meaning of it...my meaning...

I see him as beautiful...maybe not to you, maybe not to any other, but to me..

I am not sleeping properly.. my mind goes over and over and over the possibilities....

Is it possible to be in love with ( Read more... )