day 5 and 2 pounds lighter.. youd think id be feeling something by now but nopes.. still perfectly fine... it begins to make me wonder when im going to break it, or if im going to.. so far ive no wish to i know that much. i guess well take it 1 day at a time lol ( Read more... )

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ya know it would be so much easier to brush my hair if two things happened ( Read more... )

and when i finally did get to sleep about 9... sigh... i am dreaming way too much, as always while not nightmares, not in the slightest pleasent.... i should start writing them down again... i dreamt that i gave my kitten to some lady :( and the only reason i got him back is because i went hiking in the mountian and found her and about 4-5 others ( Read more... )

i am reminded this long sleepless night that i am already dead

now if my body would only realize this

i wonder if my works life insurance pays on suicides..

finally... 175.. ive finally started heading back in the right direction.. hopefully it only takes me another 2 weeks to lose the rest.. but 20 pounds in 4 weeks is probably a bit too much to ask ( Read more... )

my kitten has finally figured out what claws are for.. besides climbing.. my therapyst is going to think that ive been cutting again!!! now that hes getting over his cold he is soooo hyperactive.. lol ( Read more... )

sigh...

i have now been told by 2 different people (my sister, my grandmother) im wanted in north carolina in august.. along with the entire family..

i was getting dressed today... the next thing i know i have a kitten on my shoulder.. lol.. somehow he had gotten it into his pretty black head to climb up my back using my skirt and back as a ladder!!

lol ( Read more... )