I cleaned my room today, (I'm a slob, but I'm okies with that ;P), and I found some pictures buried under some manga. What struck me as sad about that is that every single person in those pix have either moved away or stopped speaking to me. What can I say, I'm such a fun person to be around that they're just lining up to ditch me...(Candice, keep ( Read more... )

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For a few years now I have been plagued by dreams of a boy I knew in high school (like 4 years ago...yeah, I know I'm old:P....Early twenties isn't that old, is it?) Anyways. I have no idea what the hell these dreams could mean. We were best friends, but I never was into him romantically, so what could my subconcious be trying to tell me? I haven't ( Read more... )

God, save me...A ghost from the past has come back to haunt me. The other day, a guy I used to know saw a pic of me and decided to call. Let me say this, I was so happy when he walked out of my life (all the lying and backstabbing he did when he left nonwithstanding..), that I can't say that I feel anything but uneasy with his contacting me now. ( Read more... )

What is the deal with my family these days? It seem that whatever I do is met with malice and the rolling of eyes. I seem to step in shit whenever I leave my room. I catch flak for simply opening my mouth. I probably should've moved out ages ago, but I really have to now. Anymore of this noise and I might go all crazy-like:( I am not a freeloader ( Read more... )

I'm going to see THE CURE!!! Yeesh, for a while there I was kinda worried...My god, those tix were expensive:P I happy I got'em though, 'cause the dress I just got from Japan (www.cosmates.jp) is so cute. I can't wait to where it to the show:) I haven't seen the Cure since '97, (or was it '96? ah, well.) I kinda wish my friend J. was around still ( Read more... )

What is it about Gackt-san's music that affects me so? I mean, most of the time I have no idea what the hell he's talking about and still he slays me (I'm still learning Japanese so I depend heavily on www.senshigakuen.com/lyrics/gackt for translations ( Read more... )

To even begin to explain the events of this rather shitty day, I must first tell all and sundry that I still live with my mother. Yes, I know that's pathetic, however, I'm broke and those Japanese classes ain't gonna pay for themselves, so I've chosen to stay here rent free so I can eat whilst I save for said classes. Moving on...It's seems to me ( Read more... )

Why can't people leave me alone? If I am such a disgusting person, why is it that people seem to go out of their way to harass me for how I choose to be? I'm not hurting anybody, for fucks sakes! So what if I choose to be an EGL? So what if I choose to date Japanese boys? So what if I don't like rap or the way ghetto people act? I don't go around ( Read more... )