hysterical. my heart is crushed. my world shattering around me. this is surely the end. how could it not be? was that real? no. it couldn't be. somehow- i know it wasn't real. it was a bad dream. you'd never. lie? NEVER. i know. we're so close. i know. i do. it can't be real. you'd never hurt me again remember? it must be some mistake. i know it is ( Read more... )

bought heels- no seriously

crazy ridiculous day. so freakin tired. happy with end result. still have h.w. to do. damn european history projects!

<3*

i never do anything right...

comatose life.
i hear and see and know what's going on around me, but i'm not really there.
the life blood, the spirit that drives me-
i've been temporarily cut off.
slowly wilting.
hope drives me.

i miss you.
be good while we're apart and better when we're together again.

this place is no longer somewhere that i want to be ( Read more... )

I was never this crazy before.

When did everything get so scary? I'm anxious all the time now & I know it pisses you off.

Everything was really great today. Yesterday afternoon was pretty good as well. There's just always that thought that lingers in the back of my mind and keeps me from living my life. It's that really scary "what if..." that ( Read more... )

when i feel bad, i run. i run hard and fast and away. when everything seems like it's out of control, running brings back that feeling of power and accomplishment. if i run fast enough i can make the world around me blur together. i know that if i decide not to stop running that i can make my whole world dissappear.

yesterday i ran. you hung up the ( Read more... )

The truth. Please. It's all I ask.

It's never okay to lie. If you must, do it in accordance with something that doesn't matter.

When I get to talk her out of towing your car--  When it effects what goes on between us--  When I get to stand up for you even though you are completely in the wrong--  TELL ME THE TRUTH.

I'm here. Somehow, I'm always ( Read more... )

the group AMAZING ( Read more... )

Dear Troy's Wicked Stepmother ( Read more... )