i try to say goodbye and i choke

[mousey222]

you know, i really must have something wrong with me. i always give to much and never get anything back. i pick the wrong ones, and the ones i think are right turn out to hurt me in the end like always. i try to play it off like i'm happy, i try to help other people with the same problems. i do this because i feel well if i can't be happy i want

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[justbeyourtear]

ohhh the familiarity of the situation...

becca, it's not you, at all. don't ever put blame on yourself. . . trust me, i had a guy do the same exact thing to me and it tore me up inside -- i still have some hangups over it because i loved him so much... but, in order to pick up and move on and have another guy treat you well, you just have to be yourself and improve on yourself and that guy will sneak up on you. trust me.. i love you, becca... everything'll be okay, i promise :)

[stephaniepirate]

it's true. the same thing happened to me. i got screwed over by a guy i was with for a year. it hurt badly but i learned sooo much from it and am a much better person now then i was then. now i know not to take shit from anyone and that i'm strong and can bounce back from anything.

becca, there are decent people out there, just like yourself, you just need to be the best you can be and someone will surely see that. :)

[mousey222]

thank you :). it's things i know, but fail to realize. yet i can tell other people the same thing.

[mousey222]

i love you too! mwah! i miss you marie, i need to go see you.