Hateing every second of my pointless life. . . . . .

May 04, 2005 22:55

Yeah, I cried today. I cried at church, for some very pathetic reasons....of what i think. I really hate my life, it seems so pointless and worthless and sometimes I'd like to cry untill I die from crying, but I know that isn't going to work. I wish that things would just go well for once in my life. I hate trying, so much to ask for, so much to ( Read more... )

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anonymous May 5 2005, 03:10:34 UTC
omg..dont say that..ino u r goin thru rough times but we r all here 4 u..especially me..i love you bonnie bear!

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hey now... anonymous May 5 2005, 20:21:26 UTC
I know you dont like me very much...and i know you prolly thinkreally bad stuff about me...but you know...everybodys life does this. I know life hasnt treated you well at all but other ppl love you also...adn are willing to lend a ear or even a shoulder. Something just happened to me that you just went through. Life isnt very fair at all. But always remember what Jesus had to go through and remember to leave all your problems at Jesus's Feet. HE will guide you through these rough times. These are tests of our faith. Just keep strong and learn to lean on friends. I know you dislike alot of people at that church, but remember, God doesnt go to the faithful so much as he does the sick. You have so much faith bonnie, and when you use it your dangerous. thast one of the things i look up to you about, when you believe in something, you put your whole heart into it. God is goign to have a great future for you, dont fill it up with suicidal thoughts and thoguths of killing yourslef. Ist ok to weep and cry but trust in your friends and God. ( ... )

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Oh my gosh! grnday355 May 7 2005, 18:18:55 UTC
i feel like the same way sometimes.... it;s like why even try cuz it'll all end up wrong

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