being terrible comes with the territory

[movie_at_seven]

i'm tired of having to stumble my way around egos at school. actually, excuse me. it's not just at school. it's everywhere in this city, state, country, world, and wherever else there is. or atleast it's wherever i've been. and i feel like i'm getting smothered by everyone elses' unnecessary self love/loathing. i have enough of my own, thanks

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[le_rationale]

i could go for some tea.
after all, you taught me how to drink it :)

love you.

[movie_at_seven]

:]

[__wasteofpaint]

i know exactly how you feel.
except for the eating part..
i eat like a damn mongrel<3

[movie_at_seven]

<3

[angryandrea]

your self-reflective thoughts are absolutely amazing.
sometimes,destructive,perhaps?
but there are times when you NEED to pick yourself apart,otherwise you're trapped on one piece and you have nothing to dissect and analyze and figure out like 7=7,but when you unorganize yourself altogether,it becomes an equation,or a puzzle of sorts,and you find out why each piece goes where...yes...you do it wonderfully,better than you know.

i only wish i could do such things,i'd rather not attempt through my insides at this hour of the night.
and i'm always quoting,'at this hour of the night',i've always wasted an entire day on nothing.
there are things i'd rather be doing,those things i wished i could have earlier in the day.
okay,i can reflect also...i suppose,but it hurts.
it hurts so much,darling.

you know this all too well,i can only assume?

i'm going to kidnap you.
and when she finally gets off her cell phone and realizes.
i'll have kidnapped you twice.

[i hope we talk soon again.]

[movie_at_seven]

i think this is one of the best comments i've ever gotten.

i hope you had fun at thursday last night (my reply is a little late).

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3.

make up your mind, get in or get out. oh god. i quoted hot hot heat.

[redream]

"but there's nothing happening for me to escape from or no one hurting me to hurt back."

this is what happens when you decide to excise people from your life just because you're scared of being hurt again. this is what i was talking to you about in Odessa when we had to get out of the rain on St. Marks Place. every once in awhile i look at your journal, and there's this unexpressed bundle of sentiment and emotion that you don't seem to want to touch. it's not healthy for you, only in that it's a part of you that you're not using, not experiencing. there's more to say, but i'm not sure you'd welcome it, seeing as it comes from me. still, i approve of you waking up. hopefully that didn't seem patronizing. (it's not meant to)

Re: make up your mind, get in or get out. oh god. i quoted hot hot heat.

[movie_at_seven]

i know. i do know. i don't know how to help it yet.

and it's really welcome.

how have you been?