the untied shoelaces of your life

[movie_at_seven]

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[le_rationale]

i'm excited, too. a whole five days away from drama and blood tests and grades and social anxiety and fucking settling, man. you just can't settle when you're playing scrabble, unless you're missing the y in lachrymose and even THEN you don't have to settle because i'll give you my y...and you won't even have to give me a letter back...
this sounds sudden and crazy but since tonight, life is such a blessing...no matter what you're doing with it, it is. we could so easily be inanimate or we could so so easily be dying or lost or...
let's stop wasting, even if it doesn't feel perfect, it's still not a waste. i am thankful to be a healthy individual. i'm happy to be the age i am at the time i am living, and even if things get silly or ugly we're still living, you know? take advantage when you can't, "yell "room" in a crowded fire", test everything, everything. i'm going to.
i'm sorry, this was long and silly.

i love you, erin.

[movie_at_seven]

everyone thinks we've all got 85 years to live and that there is always a guaranteed tomorrow. i've finally realized that i may not have 70 years left, i may have just 30, or 10, or 1, and i'm going to do what i want to do with that. really, let's not live cautiously or mediocre-ly (NOT A WORD!). let's not sit up in bed one day when we're 47 and realize that we should have done this and this. that's the stage my mother is going through right now. i feel bad for her, but in a way i'm glad she's there to set an (un-)example. i'm not going to be that. maybe i'll regret having no regrets, but i'm diving in. i am happy to be here, too, but also bitter and angry because i'm still learning how to cope with such events as those that happened tonight, those that i was crying about on friday (alsghalkshiawy5aslkgl), and whatever else. i feel like i was just born. i feel like i'm just now opening my eyes to a lot of things. to most things. i'm in the middle of that year where everyone really figures themselves out. (let's do it together, if you'

[pierced_soul]

you're unique.
i love it.♥

[thecatsme_ow]

i try to think of things to look forward to as well
or i buy myself something from the shops
just so i can feel satisfied.

[owendibbs]

I always feel fantastic dressed up at the post office, especially when mailing cookies.