do you think you want to run dry with me?

[movie_at_seven]

so i've been thinking about (get this) going to ucf

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[ex_1964537]

I stayed home from school today even though there are only five school days left until Christmas break. (I agree with you; walking past 2000 kids each day, most with unfamiliar names and faces is starting to get to me. Even more so since I've been in the same school district since first grade.) The rest of the day consisted of Roman Holiday, collages, The Great Gatsby, and records. I want to throw myself into the world as well, but the problem is, I wait for people to talk to me first. Problem number one, anyways.

PS. Size 7+1/2, and I make a point to read your journal entries. You are very talented.

[movie_at_seven]

i always wait for people to talk to me first.
always.

this year it didn't happen, so i only know about three people. the next place i go i am going to FORCE myself to talk to people. (or atleast i say that now.)

:) thank you..

[hopeislostxx]

i'll tell you something..
i think you're an amazing writer
i think you're a beautiful girl
and im tired.
:)

[movie_at_seven]

geez. thank you, lady.
<3.

[fixedfocus]

i think you're a wonderful person and although i don't know much about your academics, i think you shouldn't settle for a comfort zone. but what do i know, i just want to provide encouraging words. i do think you're talented though

[movie_at_seven]

AW. that thing with the little girl is wonderful. do you carry your camera with you everywhere you go? i need to get into the habit of doing that.

whenever i go to libraries in new york city i always think of that book the chosen. have you ever read it? well it's about this hasidic (hacidic?) boy from new york who goes to the library and reads freud even though he is not supposed to. it just described a lot of details of the library, and i always stop in when i'm in nyc. i forget which one it is now though. by central park.

[fixedfocus]

yeah i know, she definitely made my day after 4 hours of studying :) i try and carry it every where. particularly on days with nice weather and if i'm going somewhere out of the ordinary (somewhere that's not school).

i haven't seen 'the chosen' but i'm quite interested now. i like to see movies shot in new york because i like to recognize places. i actually don't know a lot of the libraries, i live a lot more downtown from central park.

[fixedfocus]

i swear i meant book. my insane self trying to do two things at once.. replying and talking on the phone about going to the movies. :|

[thebaumer]

chan lives on the same street as my ex-girlfriend.
berean avenue. in a little part of atlanta called cabbage town.
apparently this guy ken edge (who sort of resembles a horse and is beginning the early stages of male pattern baldness, but is super fucking scene) made out with her one night at mjq.

i've never seen her around.
but everytime i go to this little cafe in cabbagetown i hope that she's sitting at a table alone mumbling and playing with her food.

[movie_at_seven]

does she play in atlanta a lot? i keep trying to see her, and i keep missing her. like this weekend. and once when i was in new york she was playing the night i arrived but it was sold out.

i'll be moving to north florida soon. and if i drive really fast, it only takes about two hours to get to atlanta. there's no way i'll miss her, now. :D

[thebaumer]

i heard she was playing at the earl pretty soon, but i don't hear of her playing too often.
you should come to atlanta anyways.

[movie_at_seven]

there seems to be stuff going on in atlanta. a lot.

so i'll be there.

[xox_]

you are one of the most awesome people i have met. (well, not really, but you know.) we don't talk much but i love reading your posts. your entries are inspiring, as people mentioned in the comments above. i honestly think you have lots of talent. especially in your photography. yeah, lots of people do it online but yours is more unique and personal, too. i should follow your dream and throw yourself out into the world. if not for you, do it for people like me, who can't reach that goal because of so many issues.

my day has been horrible today. so i hope yours has been better.<3

[movie_at_seven]

wow. thank you. (i always read yours too. always.)

i always wait for people to approach me. so i can't meet people. i need to get over this. so how can i throw myself into the world like that? i'll have to find a way!

i hope your day tomorrow is a thousand times better than your day today, then. <3.

[xox_]

glad you read my entries. i never think aNYONE does cause no one comments. heh. and yeah, i have no friends anymore because i don't approch people either. i'm too shy and reserved(?) to do so. and my days don't seem to be brightening. <3

[movie_at_seven]

but, you have your boyfriend, right?
you two seem happy.

i think things will eventually get better. if they don't, you just have to make things better for yourself. i'm going to do that. i'm going to break out of my shell, or atleast try. you should try it too. i'm scared too.