Okay, so I know I just posted, but I feel I have to write this. I am having another one of my moments where I feel out of place. Out of place friends-wise, school-wise, and emotions-wise. And one those times where I don't exactly know what I am feeling. I fuckin' hate that ( Read more... )

Well, I just finished the SAA tables for eight career lunch thing. It was interesting and I am glad I went. I met an alumni who knows someone who just opened a bakery and is going to give me her info. I am excited, maybe I can get an informational interview out of this. Now I have to write a marketing paper. Ugh. I am not excited for that. I ( Read more... )

Okay, so I am not as stressed anymore, though I still have as much to do. I just feel better about it. I am going to get my Ideal Job Report done tonight, though it will be hard finding another job to write about. I might just bullshit it. Who knows. I read a little accounting today and realized how much more I understand when I read it. My ( Read more... )

Well, back into the swing of things. I got back yesterday. I really don't want to be back and really think that I am still healing from the tonsilectomy. I am just flat tired and don't want to do anyhome work, you know what kind of tired I am talking about--that kind where you just can't do anything. Where I just want to sit and stare. Ugh. I ( Read more... )

Well, Teenie and her mom and sister came to visit me today and brought me Ben and Jerry's (she knows me too well), flowers, balloons, and popsicles. It was fun. I love talking to them. Then Danni came by and brought me flowers. That was fun to talk to her. Then I ate some mashed potatoes!!! YYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! They were so ( Read more... )

Ok, so here is my story. You know how I had strep? Well, I had that, but the reason why I wasn't really getting any better is because I had an abcess on my left tonsil. I went to the doc-in-the-box here and they told me that. So they told me it didn't look big enough to get it removed and that hopefully with a shot of penecillan and a shot of ( Read more... )

So I have strep throat. Sick ass, I agree. I am also on Vikadin right now. That is good. But I woke up feeling a little worse today, I just need some sleep during the night. I think that will make it better. Hopefully tonight I can sleep, cause I didn't last night, or the night before. Ugh I feel like shit. My throat feels more swollen ( Read more... )

So, I decided whilst taking a shit today that I am dissatisfied with my life right now. I am not entirely unsatisfied, but dissatisfied none the least. While most of you think this is because of the few setbacks I have had this week, and it may be, but I don't think it is purely because of them. Here are the reasons why I am not satisfied: 1)I ( Read more... )

I HATE NOT HAVING A CAR!!! WHY DO I PROCRASTINATE SOOOOOO MUCH?!?! GOD DAMMIT, I HATE FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING!!!! WHY MUST IT BE SO GOD DAMN BORING? I DON'T UNDERSTAND. ANYWAY I DON'T FEEL QUITE SO UNDERSIRABLE, BUT YEAH FOR WATCHING CRYING MOVIES WITH SCOTT THIS WEEKEND. I REALLY THINK I DON'T HAVE ANY EMOTIONS AT ALL SOMETIMES, HAHA. NOT ( Read more... )

ugh. That is all I have to say.