Adam said something interesting to me last night. He said he knew the best feeling, the most relaxed feeling and the worst feeling. This is what I'm feeling now. I left my girlfriend on a bad note and I have tried all morning and all last night trying to get in touch with her to apologize. I was half asleep when I said the shit and I had a ( Read more... )

Doot Doot Doot.........Deet Deet Deet.....Dorkus McFundy.....BOOT BOOT BOOT....PHATANG....Good weekend.

Do you ever feel like suddenly theres a soundtrack to your life, and everyone can hear it except you? I dunno. I was just thinking that. But it's like I can't hear the theme song to anyone else so that must not be true ( Read more... )

I dunno. I just got done with the play and I feel kind of left out right now. Like I thought the whole acting deal was kind of the thing that set me apart from Adam and Matt and such. But apparently I'm no different. I feel like I'm a joke or a suit that Adam can put on whenever he needs to. I don't feel very highly of myself right now. ( Read more... )

Well tonight's the night. We open the play tonight. Should be fun. I'm pumped. The reason why tonights bittersweet is because the Saves the Day show is tonight. I really wanted to go but we're opening. I'm not the bothered entirely. I'm just a little sketched on that beast. Anyways, I got district auditions tommorow. Fuck that. I hate ( Read more... )

As a human I can't sit here and watch shit fly down in front of me. I've had a lot of bad experiences in the past. I just feel like I've tried to be his friend so many times after the incredible kick to the balls. And he cared more about the people that shit on him then the person who did care. And I don't know why. It still boggles me that he ( Read more... )

I'm talking to Matt. We both didn't have great days. That's a whole different story. I guess it's just I'm sick of school and what it stands for. I just want to let go sometimes. But me and Matt are talking about an issue that has plagued us for some time. Like here's the deal. Matt will tell me good music to check out and I tell him good ( Read more... )

I watched "Driven" today and it gave me all these great ideas for car scenes in movies. Like I'm listening to Linkin Park Paranoid right now and this would be a great car chase song. Or a great going fast song. Like this sleek black car with red inboard lights just flying and weaving through cars. It's nuts. I love creating cool action ( Read more... )

I don't know anymore. It's a weird thing. I'm writing today because of a friend that's leaving. This friend has been everything to me. He has been the one person I could always depend on getting an unbiased opinion and good hug from. His loyalty to me and every single thing he's ever told me is so right. I remember all these stories of me and ( Read more... )

I dislike that taste I get in the back of my mouth ( Read more... )