So I met this kid in 7th grade. He's a cool kid, seems to have a lot of the same interests. Little do I know that him and Matty D will become 2 of my best friends. Adam, here's to all the times we had and all the times we will have. Happy 17th birthday dude.

Alright heres a question. Everyone know how people who get married usually have a special song played at their wedding? Alright, well considering they're a generation coming off when like slow, lounge singing songs (Frank Sinatra, Bobby Darin, Tony Bennet, Dean Martin) all were popular, they natuarally have those songs. When I say this I mean ( Read more... )

I rented "Vanilla Sky". Last night fucking pweened. So much fun and great people.

Narrator: If there was one way I could explain the day, it would be "plugh". It's more of onamopeia then a word. It just explain's how everything can be so tough and boring and there's no end in sight. It's also the sound associated with me landing on my bed ( Read more... )

As a friend, I haven't been doing my job so great nowadays. I've hurt some people, unbeknownst to me. I'd like to apologize to anyone I've hurt. Seem's kind of dumb to do so on a journal. But, it's hard to sleep when I know I hadn't tried to at least apologize for sumthin. Beano, I was a little frustrated tonight with you and I'm sorry. I can ( Read more... )

Holden: I wonder how many time's after that moment the narrator in my life had said "And that is when it became too much for my friend Holden ( Read more... )

It's one of those nights where the mind is just away. I hate the fact that I can't find a song to listen to thats going to fill this stumpy emptiness in me. I dunno. I suck that way. Finding what life needs is finding the perfect movie or perfect song for the perfect moment.

I dont learn. I'm learning impared. Suppose I deserve everything. I feel like I've botched everything. I'm sleeping this away.

Fate's got a weird way of working out. So strange how thing's can happen that seem so off base, yet end up being true. It's like lightning striking. Strange shit. I guess Fate gave me one of those little twists. No reason to name the situation. I'm just sitting back and watching the fickled fireworks of Fate explode in front of my face. I ( Read more... )

Why update after school? So many thing's can happen between now and the time I go to sleep. Nothing is definite. I was in a bad mood today and I don't know why. I was just edgy and sick of a lot of people. I don't know what the deal with me is anymore. I've come to the resolution that I'm pretty much an idiot. I feel like I annoy people with ( Read more... )