Me and Petri just watched "Alien" on DVD and American Pie 2 special shit on DVD. Good times. I've still been thinking lots lately. No conclusions. I dunno. I've been down on myself again. It'll be better before it gets worst...hopefully.

I think a little while ago I had the same title. This is for a different reason this time. I have always said I wouldn't be the guy to talk about his girlfriend all the time on his LJ. In this instance, I'm breaking that rule. I really do care about her. She's in New York City as we speak and I was in Boston today. It was so pretty and I ( Read more... )

Valentine's Day....Not a big fan of it. Strange considering I'm a romantic. Lately, I've been ok, kind of figuring out little thing's that always pissed me off. When I say I want to leave this place, I mean like never come back. Then some people say, no we want you to be nearby. And I ask why? To continue to be the type of people that forget ( Read more... )

I was home alone a for a portion of tonight and "Radio Flyer" was on. I started thinking about my life for some odd reason, as if the movie were a catalyst for my infected train of logic. I was thinking how cool it would be to be considered as a hero. I don't know. I've always pictured my life as a movie in some state and myself as the hero. ( Read more... )

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I'm pretty sad right now. I feel really shitty. that is all.

Just popped that title outta my bum. Today was long and useless much like every other day in my existence. The feeling hasn't changed. Now on top of this I realize some pretty bad shit. Everyone jump off this boat before it sinks. I wish I could but the captains gotta go down with his ship. I'm tired...literally and emotionally.

I found this morning something weird in my preperations to rise from my bed. My life's a joke. And the reason why this concept is so concieved is when I realize everyone reading this is saying one of two things. Either "Uh-oh whats wrong with Nick?" or "He's pulling this shit again for attention". I love that reaction. It's so human. It makes ( Read more... )

I just got back from a show and I don't know anymore. I love theater and acting. It's part of who I am. It makes up a large part of me. It brought a high to my life. But after tonight, there wasn't a high. It was more of a down. Lately i've been down on myself mostly because I don't think the cast likes me. They've been together for a long ( Read more... )

Boredom kind of makes you think of things. Make's you dwell on the strange. I dunno. I guess it's just I don't what to make of life right now. It's upsetting the way things seem to turn out or potentially turn out. This isn't in reference to anything particular. Listening to the music I am whose lyrics are ( Read more... )