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[movinon12]

Well, lets see....I'm bla right now. Thinking about stuff. I'm sure most people make mistakes, but sometimes when people make big moral mistakes its hard to recover from them. That's why sometimes I just want to "Breakaway" and move out west where no one knows me, live on a big ranch with horses, no tv :-) too much of a distraction, and hopefully

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[flutterby1012]

Lets move to Texas. I have this insane urge to live there. We can have horses and dogs and kitties. I may have to break down and have a TV but I'll keep it away from you. I think everybody feels like they want to start over sometimes. I do. I just think 'what if i had made a different decision here or there'. Sorry about lunch. I didn't read livejournal until just now (its 330pm). Call me sometime.

[movinon12]

Texas here we come. I could do that. Ok. tv if it isn't a distraction from regular life. but w/having that feeling how do u change it? u can't. so... what to do? sigh. aww its ok. i need to. it goes both ways! loves!-stef

[webster291]

Sorry I haven't checked the journal in a while. Man this thing will go days and no one will write anything and then all at once people start writing. You know i'm here for you no matter what. no matter what happens. I mean that. I know things haven't been easy for you lately. I know you have a hard time getting through sometimes. I know what it's like to feel so exhausted and not want to care about anything because you're so tired. Don't give up. It's only for a little while. Then you will benefit from it the rest of your life. I'm talking about school btw in case you didn't know. (i also am tellingmyself this at the same time i tell you). I know it's tough. Hang in there. It will make you an incredible person b/c you stuck it out.
I love you girl

[movinon12]

yea. sigh. loves_stef