copycat!?!!? ur not even gay so don't even start frontin'...lol...and i love that movie, it s one of my favorites of all time--my fav part is when they dress up as angels and block the protesters...and those pics were sent to me by mariana, if u want a pic of urself up there send it to me and i ll put it up there...
I don't have any on my computer here. I guess your page will have to continue being deprived of me. That movie was one of the few movies that has ever made me get teary. Usually things don't effect me. Simply put. I'm not what you would call an emotional girl. But that movie really hits you hard because it actually happened. This guy died. And it's not like it was some tragic disease or terrible natural disaster. Some assholes he didn't even know killed him. And for what? Ugh. I remember the first time I watched the Laramie Project. I felt so pissed off that we live in a world where someone can do that to another person. And now as I watch it, Matthew becomes you, Brendan, Jason. I'm scared for you guys. I'm not saying you're gonna die, but the movie really gets you thinking about the difficulties gays face. And it's just so fucked up because you shouldn't have to deal with that. ugh. There's this guy in my social problems class, he's an ultra conservative Southern Baptist. Having said that, in class we were discussing the whole
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fear is something i m gonna have to deal with for the rest of my life, i ll never ever feel comfortable showing any PDA...even in NYC, where i ve seen dozens of gay couples holding hands, etc, i dont know if i could ever do it...the guy i was hooking up with the first couple of weeks asked if he could hold my hand in public and my instant reaction was NO, but now as i see more people doing it, and i see that it's relatively accepted here i think i might do it if i ever find a guy...that s why i wanted to come to NYU in the first place, because its the only place where i can be myself and have no one give a shit...if i were at UF or FSU i d be soooo fucking miserable right now...i love it here, but with being open i have a whole other batch of problems i have to deal with...gay people suck, i wish i were straight, itd make things so much easier...i ll stop now, hope ur having fun, c ya
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sheeeeshhhh never shall i trust you to give my effort its merit.
sheeeeeeeeeeeeeshhhhh shhhhheeeeeeeeshhhhhhhhhhh you
i should be apliing for UF, do i want to go? hahahaha. no
ahhhhhhhhhhh
i am off. applications applications
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