just woke up from a nap, i cried before i fell asleep, it felt good to just let go...now i have my head straight--no, i dont like pussy now!!--i m good now, no more thoughts about transfering!!!! from now on i just need to open up to people more, that s my early new year's resolution, let s see how long that ll last...

yea, thanksgiving has been a blast. i went to the BEACH!! wow!!lol i saw everyone from back in the day...it was fun to hang out with them and be out of the closet...i dont think anyone really gave a shit, probably cause they were all girls...i dunno, i dont feel really close to anyone here since i had to hide the fact that i was gay from them for ( Read more... )

this past weekend this drunk girl ended up in the suite adjourned to my room and she said my name was Brandon and that i had had sex with a blond guy name Greg. Greg's a good name, i <3 that bitch, whoever she was... anyways, this weekend i stayed in, i was feeling kinda shitty. but then i found out that this guy who was being weird to me all of ( Read more... )

there's a drunk girl crying in my bathroom, i had to leave my room because i was "sick" and everyone is just soooooo fucking depresed....wtf!!! anyways, it might snow tonight, i think i m gonna go outside and look for snow...drunk people r really annoying when ur sober...OH SHIT, a realization i came to today, GAY PEOPLE SUCK ASS!!! except for a ( Read more... )

i was doing some hw at the library and i finished early so now i have 20 mins to kill before my class here in tisch hall (stern tisch). i'm bored so i shall recount a couple of occurances in the recent past. i found out that a boi like me but i dont necessarily like him in a relationship type of way and he's whoreish...so NO. but can we still be ( Read more... )

i survived the night!!! but my roommmates' incessant chatter did wake me up at 5 in the am, where i witnessed the following exchange ( Read more... )

i m such an asshole, i keep sending people mixed signals. i need to make up my mind. maybe i should stop searching for mr. right and just find a mr. right now. maybe i should look harder, or lower my standards...i dunno what to do...but no more cuddling and no more making out till i make up my mind. this is an official vow of celibacy, but how long ( Read more... )

“Naturally the common people don’t want war. But after all, it is the ( Read more... )

what else can i say about the election that hasn't been said already?? yea it sucks but people are blowing it WAY out of propotion. everyone keeps talking about how there's going to be a draft, and roe v. wade is going to be overturned, and about how there's going to be a constitutional amendment banning gay marriages...ALL THIS IS NOT GOING TO ( Read more... )

new york is fucking disgusting. today i was at the fountain and ewww...so many fucking rats everywhere...wtf!!!! i want to get a BB gun and shoot those fuckers or get some rat poison or somehting...