unbeautiful

[moxiedonna]

i don't want to talk about my surgery, my weight struggles, my gallbladder issues, my dying belly button, or any of my physical issues. i'm just....done.

the boy and i are on "a break". because he feels the need to "find himself". i understand that he's worried about making the same mistakes with me that he did with his last relationship and i get

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[karmic_serenity]

*hugs*

I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. You are worthy and loveable and beautiful.

Maybe the question to be asking is: is he worthy and deserving of YOU and everything you have to give?

[gunblade_girl]

I don't know what to say, but I'm really sorry. :( Let me know if you need to talk or if I can do anything for you, okay?

[lovelypony]

Oh lovely I am so sorry. I have so been there. I recently turned 35 and I am single. I know that time running out feeling. I say take control of what you can. You want a commitment from him so if he can't do that he needs to get out of your life. No having your cake and eating it to or milking the cow for free or whatever the sayings are. Probably feels especially like a slap in the face after all he has supported you through. I'm sorry!

[kellio]

Oh, honey. I feel your inexplicable pain so much. I'm so tired of staring at that same proverbial clock and always wondering why I'm not good enough. This has always brought me comfort in times like this, maybe it will bring you a tiny bit too:

Wait, for now