i swear...

[moxmin]

i was all excited... first my solo, then thursday with erik (hee hee), friday in austin, getting a date with a special guy... things were going so freakin' awesome. then school happens. actually it isnt school.. its just the people that go there... i don't know what i did, but apparently, 85% of my friends don't want to talk to me, period. I don't

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[homeless_robot]

I'm starting to think that maybe you set yourself up for dissapointment. But I hardly no you well enough to make friendly observation just yet. Happiness isn't materialistic, so stop dwelling on the mundane. There I said it. Just try to have fun and everything will work out.

[moxmin]

now i'm going to sound like a morbid drama queeen but NOTHING works in my favor. nope nada.. how can i set myself up for disappointment when i don't expect things? I wouldn't call me disappointed, i would say perturbed and confused because i work my ass off to get what i want, what i'm told i deserve and people like (_________) who treat everyone like shit, and whore around get what i've worked for. i dunno.. no more cherry apple bombs for june before coming to check her lj.. i'll talk to you later

[homeless_robot]

nothing works in my favor either. I think I'm some control in an experiment to test how much shitty luck i can withstand before I lose my will to stay positive about things. I'm glad we're in the same boat though, it's always nice to know someone who feels the same. Maybe we're just ultimately fucked and our divine plan is to always be out of reach of happiness. How's that for morbid drama? Score one for me! And I think you set yourself up for dissapointment by the people (especially the guys) you choose to get involved with. When you're as smart as you are, you can't enjoy the simple pleasures in life such as being too igorant to know when your being treated badly so don't expect romance from any guy you'll meet at Cowboy's. Odds are he's just lookng for some ass, as you so delicately put it.

[moxmin]

Maybe we are just fucked, who knows? And as for the guys i choose... I know for a fact that any guy i meet at cowboys is looking for a piece of ass. That's not why i go to cowboys... I go because on Thursdays I get in free and that's the night my dance teacher goes regularly and i have a blast with her. As for the other guys I choose its not like they have a huge sign on their forhead that says sex crazed lying bastard like most of them should. so its a gamble i take.