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[moystrike]

I feel like the biggest loner ever.

I have friends - Anna, Jacob, Alex, Vally, Alicia, Irina, Sasha, etc. I love them all very much. However, I still really feel like a loner [because well only one of those people lives in a 10 minute radius from my home]. I  suppose I just feel like I need more attention in a friendship given my emotional status

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[anonymous]

I am horrible at commitment, too. You of all people know that. And you are not such a goddamn awful person (which, by the way, sounds like something Holden Caulfield from Catcher in the Rye would say). You are human. You're flaws are just a little more apparent than everybody elses. And you know what, that's okay. Cause atleast you acknowledge that they're there.

I love you, kiddo. Please always remember that. Even if we grow old and gray and end up as just friends in the past, I love you. :-)

<3 Danneka

[moystrike]

Well, I am not sure if you will ever look back to read this, Danneka. Thank you. It is good to know that I still have support from you because it has be really hard trying to get through everything that has happened without a support. my support. or you, in other words.
and, I know that I acknowledge my flaws. It is actually something I am pretty proud of... that I know my issues and errors in personality and I am not totalllly oblivious.

Anyhow. I love you. Thank you.

[anonymous]

I did look back at this. :-)

It's been hard for me, too. It may seem like I'm all fine and dandy, but ya know, you're one of the few truly intelligent people I know and trust. Like... I really can't think of anybody else that would sit through a panic attack with me and bitch out Marcus. ;-) Anyhow, I just want to say.... you are in a large way my support, too. And I'm glad for having you, kiddo. Real glad.

<3

[moystrike]

I love you very very very very very very much. You can always call me. I hope you know that. Specially since I have no life. Obviously.

[maikat]

/me laughs.

Oh Mollyfriend. I suppose I shouldn'e be amused by your entry, considering it's emo overtones; however, I am. It just sounds so WCATY normal. "Rawr, people are idiots, I know more than teachers (except my _______ teacher he/she is pretty awesome). I think every hardcore WCATYer has gone through what you're going through, and although I don't know what the "it's been a whole year already" bit is in reference too here what I say to you:
CD Players (or an ipod, if you're hip) are your best friend.
That or a job. Jobs are good, they give you a real nice excuse to be antisocial w/o feeling depressed:
"Whatcha do this weekend?"
"worked"
"man, that's gotta suck"
"eh, I got huge paycheck though."
Which is true. And then the money'll go to WCATY or college where you will have time and socialness because people aren't morons. *nods*
But that's my two-cents. Hope it helps. And if not, I'll see you soon, 'rental units allowing.
hugs and kisses,
kara

[moystrike]

Kara! I miss you. Even if you are laughing at my emo-ness. Yes. I am aware I am so incredibly emo sounding. It's human emotion though I suppose, and I am not about to smack on all black and listen to any hxc emo music. Promise.

But, it makes me happy that you gave me some insight and commented me. I miss hearing from you!! And, well, you gave some mighty good suggestions. I plan on getting a job sometime after WCATY since I will have had my license for a while by then. ^.^

Also, you better come visit the mollyfriend soon because she misses you. and loves youu. and want to sex you? yes.

heartsssss,
mollyfriend

mmmm

[anonymous]

mollys. i really love you a lot. you know that. and i don't befriend people who aren't amazing friends and people. which basically signifies that you are amazing. and i want to sex you. but i digress *coughs*.

and i agree with danneka. it's enlightening that you can even admit your flaws. now, i'm not denying you have them. everyone has them. me especially. but to be able to admit those flaws to the world is the most important thing. because by admitting them, you can deal with them. when i'm trying to fix a problem, or when i'm attempting to get over a guy, i vocalize what i feel and what i'm trying to do. and telling myself what's actually going on helps me to deal with what's happening. it doesn't always change things, but then i know that i can move on. because i am okay with myself. as long as i understand myself, i'm okay with myself. it doesn't have to be good, but i at least have to understand it before any change can be made.

stay amazing. like you always will be to me.

<3 anna

Re: mmmm

[moystrike]

hey anna.
i am in a weird mood.
and i am talking to you on aim.
so i do not feel like commenting you back.

However,
I love you veryyyyy much.
Thank you for commenting me/Always commenting me.

<3molly